Happy Nut Weekdays.
Monday || Hello Kramer, I mean Crammer. I just crammed over a hideous portfolio. I was not able to listen to our lecturer because I was too busy going in and out of the auditorium to print my unfinished files. Isn’t it amazing? Yes it isn’t because I’m triggering the fact that I might not pass the board exam and I have a poor cardiovascular endurance that the fourth floor with the use of stairs is a bad idea for me, so bad. Another thing about Monday? There are no gentlemen in this world anymore! I just had my standing ovation for two hours in the bus. May be my charm (as if I have) didn’t work. Charming or not, I am still a lady though I literally don’t look one but I am but I really appreciate a mister that gave his seat for me, t’was a moment where I appreciated sitting in the bus for the first time in forever.
Tuesday || I got my clearance cleared and I am just happy. I ate peanuts too much. M taste buds almost burst when the vendor got confused and handed me the uber-spicy peanuts. Erkk. Brave soul. That’s what my friend told me when I signed up for the all expenses paid practicum in Japan. In my group of friends I’m the only one that signed up and because of that they were inspired so they also want to join. Fingers crossed, I hope we will be picked to grab this very tingly opportunity
Wednesday|| Wearing sandals make me feel like a girl, a real girl. Had a little photo shoot with myself on flower crown, sorry. . Uhm, actually it was a bad Wednesday. I made someone feel bad. I didn’t mean to but thanks Chbosky “We accept the love we think we deserve.” This is the reason why I never fell so hard in love. I’m not happy with my choice but it’s for the better.
Thursday|| Matrix, Demonstration and Tiring. I want some sleep.
Friday|| I expect an exam and a community work as a consequence of being late. Aish. I hope works tomorrow will be light. Please I’m so burned up with the word graduation, days before 23 are so hectic, days were gigantic and I feel like bulimic, works make me acidic. Oh, am I being poetic, using words which are basic.
Weekend Soul|| Soul on Weekend, whatever
Yes, in less than a month I will graduate from college. This is the ultimate end in a responsibility-free life. The last chapter of being dependent and I am not ready, so not. Over the weekend I am on my deepest thought aside from the fact that this week felt special. I went cramming with our very challenging portfolio, then thinking again on what really to do in my life after graduation. For now I got three choices on what to do in this famous book called Life.
First// Take the LET and teach in a private school. The Licensure Exam for Teachers will be on July. This is the safest choice to find a job easily but I think its boring but I also think its fine but its boring actually but its totally fine. Yes, I’m weird. haha
Second//Lasallian Volunteer in Tacloban. Its very exciting to be in that city and apply what I was able to learn in the four walls of classroom. I really want to take the opportunity to share to the students my capabilities.
Third//An all-expense-paid Japan Practicum. Yes its free and I want it. I really want to see snow in person, the cherry blossoms and the Mt. Fiji. I just can’t decide yet because if I’ll go this April I will not be able to take the board exam but oh come on, when Japan knocks into your door, the Japan doesn’t need to knock, I’m already waiting outside. I’m ready, so I’ll fly and maybe when I go back in PH I already have my dream eyes. haha
Okay. Goodnight darling. :)
The peak of a college student’s life is the fourth or the last year. When I said peak I don’t mean that its the happiest, I mean that its the busiest, its kind of fun but its tiring most of the time.
Monday|| We’ve got a post test in Math, Assessment, Facilitating and English. I was able to ace my Math exam which includes Trigo, Algebra and Geometry tho I have to admit I have a dyscalculia. I felt so stupid that day, beacuse I never expected that the Assessment subject would be that difficult. Taking that exam was like reading each items written in Chinese, its the worst feeling of taking an exam, I can’t understand the stem, I have no idea, in short I am so stupid.
Tuesday || At least it was a holiday and I felt like I had day of peace of mind. My sister treated me in a fancy restaurant and we went a little stroll around the city. Yay. Sister-bonding is kind of awkward for me. haha
Wednesday|| It was our Lasallianization day. We’ve got a day of seminars and I felt awe-tastic. There was a speaker who had a picture with Howard Garner. Howard Garner Who-well for an education student he is an icon, he introduced the Multi-intellegence Theory. He said that everyone of us has a best way to learn like being visual that you need pictures, auditory that inclined you to listen in audio tapes or music, interpersonal which reflects how good you are in dealing with people, blah blah blah. Okay, I just thought Howard Garner is dead but he is alive and Mr. Mar met him in MNL and I want to meet him too someday. Also we encountered a sales-director of the brand Mary Kay, if you don’t know Mary Kay, well she looks like Pelita Coralles and it was so funny during those moment. And resume is read as re’sume’ (reysumey), it sound annoying but that’s what Ms. H told us.
Thursday|| Mock Job interview. If you haven’t attended one yet, I can say that you shouldn’t feel any nervousness. Its inevitable I know but erase those! Please. Clam down, wait for the interviewer to tell you before you sit down, look her in the eyes and polish the English skills. It was a cute experience too bad I’m not fluent in English so I looked like a crushed tomato. Tsss.
Friday|| Research Colloquium. We were able to present well,me in my super nervous knees. It was like I can see people but I felt like I cannot see their faces, its like I was instantly blinded because of too much nervousness. Grr. Plus! We were saute’d (I mean gisado talaga kami, buto’t balat) in front by a terror teacher. Its was a terrible experience, she asked us like we were Masters Degree holder, excuse me Prof. O, we are just making a bachelor’s research so please see the difference. Horrible but at least all is over. Few works left.
Five out of six.
It changed your life for a moment but then you got to go back to reality. Thats it.
|| I’m walking on Sunshine. ~
I can feel the warmth of bliss of life but I got burned by the surface inside of me. I can speak oxymoron of controlled chaos in my soul at the same time my accidentally on purpose anxiety.
Funny No Sunday.
i. Review Day! Gah. We had the super boring review for Assessment. Thanks for this boredom and I reached my highest score in Temple Run. Kyaaa!! Then this Manong that manage our attendance is creepy. I arrived 15 minutes late but I still wrote 8am when I thought he is not looking but when I raised my head he was smiling. I bet he saw my not-so-smart-cheating-skill but he didn’t mind to warn me instead flashed his creepy smile. Woot. Woot.
ii. My photo set is about this. We have this upcoming Seniors’ Tribute on March and we need some gown. The theme was Frozen so its expected to look like Queen Elsa and its too difficult to find that kind of clothing. We went to more than 10 rentals this day and I found what I really like. It was plain white and its a bridal gown, its a mermaid style actually and it looks classy but who in the earth will spend 27,000 just for one night. Yeah!~ it cost more than a year of my allowance. My mother will surely kill me if I will rent it. But it was too beautiful that I will surely look like a mermaid. Kkkk
iii. K-Dramaaaaa. We wasted our time at downtown and I have a new DVD (pirated) copy of Arang and the Magistrate. Its really a cute story of a mischivious ghost and I can’t wait to go home and spend my 20hours for it
iv. Gonna be a school participant!! Maybe, maybe, maybe I’ll be the one to represent our school for the city-Interampus Demonstration for Elementary Bachelors. Omo! I like like like the idea and I can see I’m the bet of our moderator. Please let it be. Fingers crossed. I really wish I can join. Please. Pleashh
The Better Valentines.
Happy Valentines Day people. Uh oh Love is in the air. Jk. Oxygen is in the atmosphere actually.
i. Exam Penta Kill! Who’ve thought its a day of love when you have to face five set of examinations in just a day. I was super dead with the idea of five so I asked the proctor if I can take the other one tomorrow because I’m experiencing the literal brain drain. My favorite exam was in Filipino; pure Multiple Choice Edition. I still can’t get over that pahirin is far being synonymous to pahiran and idyolek is different from dayalek. Luh. Okay hundred items of Economics tomorrow.
ii. Qulitea time on Valentines. There’s nothing to worry on being single in this day when you’ve got all your happy friends together. I picked the Strawberry Milk Tea with some chips. We didn’t bother to add another sticky note in the wall, they’ve got enough and the cuteness looked like trashy. Sorry little store, bountifulness of it destroyed its aesthetic beauty. Kkk
iii. Yes its V day. Everybody were greeting each other but the one which i received early in the morning was the cutest but somewhat it feels so wrong. Its always difficult and its not my fault. But it’ll be better and maybe this is better. Aish. Words redundancy makes me dizzy.Nevertheless, I’m not sad but hopefully hoping. Kkkk
iv. Getting Weirder. Been using ‘kkkkk’ instead of ‘hahaha’ and been teaching my two seon sing nim (teachers) with Filipino words. Why does it turn so cute when they speak it but its plain and nonsense when its me. Aish. Kkkk
Exam Week: Day 2
One. Its Exam Week but I had my final demonstration for my internship. I was excited for this day yesterday and it turned out to be a riot. I want my lesson to be engaging but they are just too hiper that it became engaging-explosion. It was out of control but it was super fun. Everybody is dying to be seen and participate. I’m such a happy teacher.
Two. I received hugs and a letter!! Omo. There was written how good teacher I am, how she loves me and of course a thank you, very sweet. Then those running boys that hugged me. At nineteen, I felt like I’m a mother of over hundred children. Hahaha
Three. Had my exam. To be honest, I don’t feel studying anymore so I took it unprepared. Low scores expectation.. I don’t care though, I think this is a natural feeling when you are graduating.
Four. Movie Marathon. I watched Happy Three Friends and I suggest people shouldn’t watch it. Then The Mortal Instruments: Its really cute. I love Jonathan and his skinny body but can fight the demons, its ironic that he is too thin but very skillful, no way. Then the Red Riding Hood: nobody wouldn’t love Amanda Seyfried and her dazzling eyes! I really like how it turned out, I mean the twist on who really the wolf was and yes very romantic. Its unpredictable so I very much like it. Johayoooo!
Ecstatic Exam Day.
One. Why did I titled this as ecstatic when this day is totally not ecstatic either. Lame. Its Day 1 of Exam Week, I got only one exam. It was so-so. I was almost got scolded by my teacher since I forgot to put my phone in silent mode, so when it rang the whole class paused for a while and listened to my 22 by T. Swift ringtone. Good thing I survived it. Ang Sugat na Hindi Nakikita was included to exam earlier, I did not read it but I just like its title can either be a joke or a drama. Weird.
Two. Hello Kitty and Sweet! I received a Hello Kitty badge from my student, she got it from the freebies when she purchased Hello Kitty stuffs in SM. How did she knew I love Hello Kitty? Omo! Sweet, I got another bunch of sweets from another student, the Snickers. Isn’t it amazing? Oh dear, I might suffer in early tooth decay because of these. Hahaha Thank you.
Three. Owl will always love you.Nah! Not the way you think, I forgot my wrist watch today so I wore my owl necklace instead and it saved me from being late. Its almost 14 and I’m not inlove-again. I was walking back to dorm earlier and I realized that you can laugh as much with someone but you cannot automatically say you are happy. I mean having fun is different from being contented or the feeling of security with someone. I keep on making mistakes and it looks like I never learned my lesson, how could it be that I’m repeating the same thing over and over again.
Four. Final Demonstration tmr. Isn’t it exciting? I’m excited for tomorrow to face my students with our new lesson on Cardinal Adjectives and my all-reliable flash drive that has been with me for a couple of years is prepared for tomorrow too. No black-out tomorrow please~fingers crossed.
Five. I’ve been scrolling to a personal blog that I am following since I am 16. Lucky blogger, just to think she had seen and had the autograph of some famous book authors. I wish there could be a book signing here in our city too, just once. Oh fate, let me meet in person the author of the books that changed the rotation of the Earth. Meheheh
The Past Friday.
i. Omo! It’s Corporate Attire Day! It was a burning feeling! Ugh! I have a very strange feeling whenever I wear dress or skirt, especially that day. I felt like everybody were staring at me and at my-not-so-fair-knees. I know they are not staring and they dont care about me but I’m just not comfortable in dressing up. I think I looked formal that day with my white blazer and blue dress.
ii. Since its corporate Attire day, we had a mini pictorial for the documentation of our senior year and had our personal-slefie-time! Well the photos we had taken were almost 70 but Tumblr allowed me to upload only ten. Okay. It was really funny though.
iii. Flappy Bird! Its really contagious, it might have been not proper but almost everybody were busy playing the Flappy Bird because it was too boring, no offense to the lecturer from PNU. Anyway, my highest score was 10 in my phone but in my friend’s I got 65, I’m awesome! Hahaha
iv. The free lunch. I feel blessed having a working student classmate, she treat us last time with a sundae, now its luch! I hope next week it’ll be dinner too. Talk about being a parasite. lol
v. Who’s going to the Research Colloquium? May be we’ll face the panel on the research Colloquium of our school this March. Though were not sure yet, next week will be the final announcement since our adviser need two but she’s in the middle of choosing from the three groups that she likes best. I want to us to be picked but I also don’t want to, whatever.
vi. Bit upset. I just found out a friend lied to me.